Mostly what remains is a lingering sense of deep trauma.īut unlike the other children, he was not an orphan. The details of this experience are mostly lost, other than occasional flashes of memory of the metal bars on his cot or “the hairy legs of a young nun sitting on a table reading to a gaggle of small children”. The memoir reveals that he spent his first six years in an orphanage, St Philomena’s in Dublin.
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When he talked to his daughter about the book, she “said, ‘Daddy, if you’re going to be vulnerable, you got to commit.’ And I had that at the forefront of my mind throughout writing this.” He took the advice to heart. Instead, the figure he paints is of a flawed, unusually sensitive, highly intelligent and witty person, whose own difficult start in life blighted him with feelings of being an outsider.
He is as far from the caricature of the medical consultant with a complex of quasi-papal infallibility as it is possible to imagine. But the man who emerges in the pages of Luke’s book – and the one I meet over Zoom on a Friday morning in early October – is surprising. These are surprising admissions from someone who simultaneously managed three emergency departments, and was known for his charisma and likeability. I was humiliated that I had to, and I was humiliated that in the last few years, I didn’t have that popularity, that friendliness with more young people I worked with.” I was ashamed because I left prematurely. There seemed to be a forward progression. When he was working in emergency medicine in Liverpool in his 30s, newly married to Victoria and starting a family, “I just was in my element, I knew I was inspiring youngsters all around me.
“At one point, I was flying, you know,” he says. My daughter said, ‘Daddy, if you’re going to be vulnerable, you got to commit.’ And I had that at the forefront of my mind throughout writingįor a long time, he felt ashamed that he left frontline medicine earlier than he would have wished to in 2018, after debilitating shoulder and hand pain that made it increasingly difficult to do his job. “I suppose there’s an element of the perfectionist in me as well, who feels that you know, nothing is ever good enough,” he says. I don’t think he means this ironically, so I ask him about how he can possibly see a three-decade career in emergency medicine in Edinburgh, Liverpool and Cork, as well as stints teaching, training and researching on toxicology, as having gone wrong. He describes the book as “a sort of apology and an explanation of where it all went wrong”. In truth, A Life in Trauma is short on neither trouble nor juicy bits. If there’s a follow-up volume with all the really juicy bits he left out, he jokes, he will call it “A Life in Trouble”. Now Dr Chris Luke has put it all in a bookĭr Chris Luke, the emergency physician who became known during his 35 years on the frontline of medicine for his frequent and lively media warnings on everything from overcrowding in emergency departments to addiction, has written a memoir. He spent his early years in an orphanage, never knew his father, and saw his life and brilliant career almost unravel in a ‘devastating’ online storm.
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